OCIP : 29th Nov - 8th Dec!

Okay, I'm going to Vietnam in less than 4 hours. Pretty excited yo haha.

STOP CHECKING THIS BLOG, I know you miss me but hey I will be back in a while!  Thanks for all the Bon Voyages I've gotten, love you guys!

Thanksgiving is observed on the every fourth Thursday of November. The holiday is celebrated in remembrance of the pilgrims and in order to give thanks.

2009 - Thursday, November 26th November. 

There's so many things in my life to be thankful about, but I will just name ten of them:

1. JESUS!  - for being my source of strength.
2. & for being alive, for having enough food, for having a roof over my head, for having spare cash to spend,
3. FOR BEING BLESSED!
4. Bro - he's the best brother anyone can get, I swear.
5. My really cool parents.
6. The best Grandpa anyone can get. I still miss you, Grandpa and maybe a tad bit cannot except that you're gone. But I'm thankful because I've known you for seventeen years. I love you.
7. My two lovely girls - Peccy & Olilee!
8. Jen & Van & Yuting & Jovyn and all the Parry people!
9. Dearest A03! The most awesome class ever! And for knowing Shayne, Shaozie, Gabe, Cheeky, Reubs, Dionne, Isaiah, Natasya, Samantha, Tricia, Vanisha, Moses, Jiayun, Sabila, Syaheerah, Jessica & Tracy!
10. for knowing you. Thank you for being the best friend I will ever have. Maybe nobody will ever know me as well as you did. Also, maybe nobody will understand the friendship we have/used to have, but I'm feel really cool to be your friend. I love you, maybe just not in that way anymore but I do really love you.

I think I'm an irony.

I'm trying to keep my distance, but at the same time, I know I won't be able to suceed in doing so. I hate you for making me feel this way, I hate myself for feeling this way. I think leaving the country would be a good way to let me think things through again.

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I had a really busy day : Econs lecture > Lunch with the awesome A03 > OCIP final meeting > OGL meeting > OCIP dance "practice" > home > Chomps with Olilee & Eechen > walk home > sit at the poolside to talk/drink/laugh.

I miss my girls!

Okay, now I've to get started on my WikiTP and OCIP pre-trip reflection soon, like NOW! Three more days to OCIP!

Alrighty, Purple is here!!! And I think it's really really pretty. Thanks, Mom!  I've never been good with names, just like how my red ipod is called Red, my purple ipod will be called Purple.  Cheeky says I am very mean to name my stuffed dog as GaoGao. But it's a dog and I think the name is just apt!

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Mr. Low's party is super cool - with the balloons, cake, tshirt, card and all; I LOVE A03, I LOVE MR LOW!

I was looking through my photo albums to add photos to Purple, and I realised how much I've grown this year. How much fun I had this year, no matter how stressful life had been. This year had been great, by just counting the amount of new friends I've made. I cannot imagine life without them anymore! What an eventful year I had : all the birthdays, plays, shopping trips, camps, camwhore sessions, Pastamania, EduRace, PW, fights, endless lunches, quarrels, homework, cross country and so much more!! However tiring/hurting this year had been, I would not change any part of it. It's all part and parcel of growing up I guess. TPJC is great, I tell you. The people here are awesome!

Thank you, A03 for being such a great and awesome class!
Thank you, Mr. Low for being such an awesome GP/PW teacher!
Thanks Shayne for being such a great/silly/funny friend!
Thanks Cheeky for irritating me, and for listening me whine about youknowwho. I love you though you are so irritating!
Thanks Gabe, for being so childish and always be there to give me the thumbs up I need!
Thanks Shaozie, you've been a really cool friend! Love you!
Thanks Vanisha, I had a great time planning EduRace with you!
Thanks Cheeky, Shaotong, Isaiah & Natasya for being the best PW group I can ever have. All the memories I had with you guys are just great! TP013 GO!
Thanks Samantha & Reubs for being the best GP group ever, the last minute chionging is always a reminder for me to not be so last minute all the time!
I LOVE EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU!

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OCIP dance practice is funny, I think we are getting better! I'm starting to really like the OCIP people, can't wait t go Vietnam actually haha, minus the homesickness! I will seriously miss my family a lot, that's why I'm trying hard to spend a lot of time with them nowadays. And Png, I really cannot bring GaoGao along?

Dunch with Cheeky & Dionne @ White Tangerine is fun! The food is o-kay, but I like Connect Four, though I always lose. Chui ttmm.  But I like the game. Maybe I should get the game for Cheeky for her birthday, to let her train her talent even more! What kind of talent is this man?!

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I don't want to be imposing, but I do want to be there for you. Maybe just to reciprocate what you've done for me. So just accept it, will you? Instead of making it so tough for me. My mind went wild when I heard what happened, because of you, but more because of myself. I don't know why such coincidences occur, or what is the meaning behind all these. I want everything to be okay for you, because I know how it sucks for it to be not okay and nobody actually understands. But you know I understand. Not totally, but at least more than others.

Hello blog,

I lost my ipod.  And it made me so sad/angsty today until I didn't go for the bake cake/make card party @ Jiayun's house. Zomg, I feel really chui ttmm that I never go cos I feel like I missed out on a lot. But I was so upset cos Red was my first ipod + I had it since last year + I really loved it + it reminded me of the Olvls days. It just had so much memories. Really sad, and then I just stayed home and instead of baking @ Jiayun's, I baked jellyhearts at home with Mom

... Mom got me a new nano!  My mom is awesome! I can't wait for my royal purple ipod to arrive! Yay! I will start thinking of a name for it man!

I will miss you Red, but it's cool to get something new!

This made me think of When something ends, something else begins. Maybe I should start applying that to  my life too. Trust how much an ipod can make me think...

How am I going to spend ten days in Vietnam? I don't know hahha, I will miss my mom especially. A chance to show my independence, maybe?

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I will apply that to all aspects of my life, especially to you. The more I think about you, the more I feel that I should leave you behind, so that something better can begin, can happen. I swear I'm going to say goodbye to you once and for all.

I enjoyed this year ttmm because 09A03 had made my year an awesome one, all eighteen of you! I love all of you guys and I seriously hope for all the best for every single one of you. They are the coolest, wackist and funniest bunch of peoples I've met!

I think I just cannot stop worrying, it's like IN me.

And I swear how things are now is NOT COOL, I miss two-weeks-ago...

I love my A03! You guys are the besttttttttt!

Pop it, lock it
Polka dot it
Countrify then
Hip-hop it
Put your hawk in the sky
Move side to side
Jump to the left
Stick it, glide

Zig-zag cross the floor
Shuffle in diagonal
When the drum hits
Hands on your hips
One footed
180 twist

and then a,
Zig-zag, step n' slide
Lean it left
clap three times
Shake it out
Head to toe
Throw it all together
That's how we roll

I swear Miley Cyrus will drive me crazy someday.  I shall hope and cross my fingers that Atiqah knows the dance very well already. Today's OCIP Interaction team dance practice is cool - Shaun is a good teacher, Xuehen is funny, Cyrus is silly and Atiqah is very organized! Maybe I will know them even better on the trip!  

Sakae with Hweeshan is cool, I haven't seen her in like what... TEN YEARS? Talked super a lot and we should so go for ice cream again soon. And then after that, I went jogging with Onlyfriend. The weather is so wet and so nice for sleeping in. I feel very very UNWELL now.

So GO AWAY, MILEY CYRUS. I HATE YOU & I HATE HANNAH MONTANA TOO.

G'night.

Took THREE vaccination jabs today, I think my arm's so sore that it's going to break off soon.  But I've got  to know my Group C people a little better, which is cool since I don't know most of them. And I think they are all pretty cool  people! But I'm still happy I'm going to share a room either with Cheeky/Dionne/Tricia, I am more comfortable with them anyway!

Pictures from Chinese class chalet!

Love those super fun people! Can't wait to hang out with them soon!

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I hate it when I feel this way. You used to be a smile, still am a smile, but now it feels awkward and weird and strange. Whatever happened today, MUST never happen again. I want you out, because I rather not get hurt.

Ever since PW ended, I feel more chilled and had wayyy more fun in a long while. I haven't felt so relaxed in a really since ages. This is cool. 

Wednesday: Love Happens with Peccy, it was a crazy day, waiting for each other lol.
Thursday: A03 Class Outing watching 2012! I love those people!
Friday: Chinese class chalet, crazy crazy day. BBQ, bowling, cards, king game, macs, Idon'tknowwhat!
I slept Saturday away.
Sunday: Caught 2012 again with my parents just now haha.

I'm waiting for all the fun fun fun pictures to get uploaded! Alrighty, I need to get on with less fun part of life. Tomorrow is vaccination day, I scaredz.

+ Onlyfriend is being very very very mean to me, I don't know why.

Just one more day, and PW will come to an end. It will be awesome, it will be liberating. I hate PW, I really do. But through PW, I've become really close friends with my group mates - Shaotong, Cheeky, Natasya & Isaiah! Very proud of them. Love them ttm.  And, OP sucks, but I love how A03 learn together, laughing at funny stuffs then comment to let each other improve. I super love Mr. Low too! Being part of A03 IS GREAT!

Really tired. Plus I haven't been going to school early since I don't know when! I hope I will be able to wake up in time for school tomorrow.

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I am putting everything behind me: so that I can look on to the future, so history will not repeat itself and so that I will not lose a really dear friend. I was lying when I say I'm not going crazy inside, but if this will make things less awkward, why not?